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Thought I Was Strong…

December 23, 2006

it has been almost one year since i last confessed…

…since i last confessed of my love.

i have told you i am stronger now. but there is still a part of me that remained as unsettled, as fragile and as sensitive as a little child. it has been there all along. as i became busy with building my majestic SELF, i became less aware of its existence inside me.

just this afternoon, as i was sitting right there in front of the computer, it suddenly occured to me.

i miss you.

i havent done anything to remind myself of you. it just struck me right to the core! i was shaken when i finally accepted this truth; that i still need you here beside me. i have reached much since that day you said goodbye. surely, i smiled and laughed a lot. never did that mean that i was happy. though i smiled and laughed, there was this tiny pinch that i feel deep within. i laughed this feeling away.

it remained.

and just this lazy afternoon, it finally erupted right inside me.

still, i know that i am stronger now. because i can still live, breathe and make it without you here with me. in your absence, i can still do those things i do. without you, the sun will still rise and brighten up the day, the hours will still go by and life will go on. without you, i can still make it. but i now realized… it could've been better, life could be even merrier, i would be happier and my days would be brighter if i had you… if only i still have you…

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