Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way
Musings
December 30, 2006hhhhmm…. got nothing on my mind. i dont know… i hate the way i feel right now but i got nothing to say.
let me try to let it out.
well, if this blog is about getting naked, i mean, letting my real thoughts out, i wonder why i aint able to express. perhaps i have lost my touch in writing or maybe i have lost my vocabulary. i guess both. but nevertheless, i think i still know how to spell. i should start from there.
okay. why not have my own spelling quiz like i used to do when i was a young boy? guess that's a pretty cute idea.
Fear - i have been longing to get this feeling out my chest. i fear a lot of things. those things are, sometimes, even unknown to me. perhaps i am just…
Insecure - …because i devoid of many material things. materials things? i've got everything i need. hhmmm.. let me think again. maybe i am insecure because i am not the most good-looking in town, i am not a genius, or maybe because i am not a billionaire. i have no idea. on thing is clear: i need to look into myself again. it has been a long time since i last gazed deep into my soul.
Carelessness - this word should mean something to me. this suddenly popped up in my empty head. according to my memory and as far as it can recall, the choices that i have made these past few years were all wrong. i was careless when i made choices. looking back, i cant believe how stupid i can really be. so far, the last correct decision i've made was when i decided to continue on with school. that was 3 years ago.
Hopes - i still see a little light not so far away. i know that in the midst of this battle that i caused, a saviour will take my hand and lead me out of all these troubles. i still have hopes that i am going to arise above all the fingers that point my mistakes and above every man that desires for my loss and declension.
Love - this is one thing i still have to learn. i dont know what this is…
