Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way
Just wonderin’…
March 27, 2007hhhhmm… today i realized that i have gained weight and almost everyone is noticing my weight gain. have i been eating too much due to my previous depression? well, i also have noticed my weight increase. damn! i wonder why everyone is so concerned about every detail of my life - my clothes, weight and height, my complexion, my hair style and color, my eyes and their color and lashes, my teeth, my hands and nails, the hair on my legs and some even have the guts to comment on my butt.
i remember that ever since i was a little kid, there is always something in the way people look at me. there was a time when my family needed to move to another town. when i was still i kid, i never really liked going out of our house unless my friends would ask me to go out and play. so when we moved in to our new home, i just stayed inside the house if my mom wont take me shopping with her.
my mom's boyfriend finally made friends with a neighbor who brought his kid to our house, and there goes my first friend, who then reported to me that most of the kids outside are speculating things about about me, they talk about me, they would even peek through our gate to see what im doing if ever they knew that i am at the lawn playing with my toy cars or or my toy soldiers. to cut the long story short and when they becamse my playmates, i was able to verify that everything reported to me was true.
it's wierd and it is not very comforting. until today, similar things happen. when i walk down the streets, i can see people staring and looking at me until i would disppear at a corner. hhhmm.. i know if i should be flattered or should i feel cursed 'coz maybe there is something wrong with me why they do those things.
anyway, bahala na nga sila!
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