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Dear God…

November 3, 2007

it has been a very long time since the last time i talked to you. i know you know the way i am; you know me by heart and you even know my deepest secrets and you count the beating of my sinful heart.; you know me better than i know myself; you know me because you made me.

i want to take this time to tell you how grateful i am for your faithfulness to me though i have broken your heart millions of time already. Lord, i want to thank you for what you have done for me. i bring myself to the foot of the cross again - with great humility and awe. i thank you for the unconditional and unfailing love that you have for me. when i look back and recall everything that happened in my life, i could only cry, and i cant help it but acknowlege that it was you who carried me through every storm. in every trial, i now know that you provided a way out. i know i am a stubborn child, yet you never gave up on me. though i lived in darkness, i know you never failed to look down from heaven and protect me. i couldnt have made it without you. i doubted you many times, but you have proven my doubts to be wrong. in every darkness that i face, you have proven that your light still shines through. words are not never enough to express how i grateful i am, oh Lord.  my mind could not fathom how great your love is. i could only weep at the wonders that you have allowed to unfold before my very eyes.

i remember waking up one lonely morning and i said to myself that i couldnt make it through anymore. i opened my long-kept Bible and every word seemed to jump out of the pages and then i know that you were talking to me. Lord, that very moment i felt you there in that room with me.

Lord, i could not explain what i truly feel right now… no earthly or heveanly tounge can describe what my soul wants to express.

thank you for loving me this much.

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