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Until Today (Tue., November 14, 2006)

July 20, 2011

i struggle each day, and i labour to forget the shadows of our past. everyday, the memories visit me whether awake or not. i have thought about everything, every detail of the fairytale that we were once part of. i have decided to erase every line, to tear the pages apart, to burn it all away. still, i have every word engraved in my heart.

everyday is a new battle between me and the armies of my memories; a bloody fight in the depth of my soul. it is not easy to pretend and show the world; that i have forgotten, that i have moved on though deep inside the this cancer called love still grows for you.

the more that i exhausted all strength to crucify this desire, the more that i am weak and defenseless in this war. but still i know that there is no turning back. i must fight your memories and bury them into forgetting.

i will move on…

Posted by montegrande at 11:16 pm | permalink

Previous Comments

I thin I could truly say, I know exactly how you feel.

My own past has been following me like a shadow lately…

Posted by john at July 22, 2011, 2:49 pm

hi john…. how are you? it’s been years since u posted a comment on my blog. hehehe.

Posted by Montegrande at August 24, 2011, 4:37 pm

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